i am very happy today as i tried my level best to remain calm irresepective of adverse conditions. firstly  i had an appointment with Dr. hari goel  at BL Kappor hospitalat 10.am . i started from home at 9.15 sharp. my car was showing empty signal , i thought i could refill petrol from pitampura while going to karol bagh. when i reached richi rich my car suddenly stopped. then i realised i should have got it refilled from shalimar bagh itself. papa said babloo i will take auto and take mama with them. keeping my calm i said just wait give me sometime. as i came out of the car an autorickshaw just stopped .  i said  i need petrol he said no prob. he will take me to pitampura petrol station i sat on his auto immediately on the way he asked if i got any bottle. i said no . he smiled and said no problem i have got one . after i got petrol in 15 minutes i started filling petrol in the car i hard a big noise. one rikshawala with iron sheet collided with my car and broke the back bumper and light. papa became angry but i interfered and said lets go.while going i said to papa yeh to car ko lagi hein log chale jate hein . i  was amazed that i did not lost my temper  we reached hospital  at 10.15 am and meet dr. harigoel for routine checkup of mama which was good.

u never know

 i want to share the fact that death is the most dreaded word in almost every one dictionary and i am no exception. nowadays i am afraid of going those places where chottha's are held. this is because the word death give me shivering. previously i was not so afraid and  felt one should always go there as it make us humble and ground footed but now when i hear any news of death i hide myself.. i start visualising the pain the people which are very close to them suffers . i wonder how god give so many courage to those people and see them overcoming it through passage of time ... thats why i say you never now.......?
since  every thing in life is so uncertain we have no option but be happy no matter what happens since you canot control it. if you try to control it you will suffer and others will be sufferers too.
you have to give your best shot and leave the rest to god to decide.though its easy to say than to do practically
but u have no other option. u never know how will he changes the course of direction

u never know

yesterday i enjoyed a lot after too many dull days.when u luv someone dearly and u meet them after sum break u cannot explain happiness in words.thats why i always say life is mussy mussy "kabhi kushi kabhi gaam". so when u r happy u should enjoy the fullest u never know whats next...

u never know

This Blog Is My Own Inner Journey. Recently For Last few months, Things are happening in my life,which has forced me to Think, i Want say lot of things and i have chose this platform to express my feelings and would love to have honest feedback...